Stumble in Devotion

things not to bring into the bathtub

Thu, 18 Nov 2004 03:40:21 GMT

I have a new email address:

deathsexx@hotmail.com

boom!

fucking a

Tue, 16 Nov 2004 04:49:06 GMT

i went to bowling green this weekend to see dana and it was a lot of fun. college parties arent what they're cracked up to be, but the girls were nice and this tattoo place was having a special so i got my nose pierced and a tattoo all for $30. it was tight.

then i come home to work work work and then work some more.

i need help thinking of a new email address...............

and then i think i am done

what else is better in life than to purge my pain

Mon, 08 Nov 2004 01:18:27 GMT

last nite was fucked up and so was i

what can i say? full time is wearing me out

i just want to be done with high school

i want to be done with all of this!

van helsing was gay

nerch is here gotta walk shoobie

<3

blah blah blah

Mon, 18 Oct 2004 01:30:36 GMT

Nothing exciting has really been happening. Last weekend Dana came down. We had a lot of fun partying and shopping and what not. Oh! Oh! I'm starting full time tomorrow, who's gunna be ballin? oh, thats right, that would be me. i have a really short attention span so im out.

if you dont want PAIN, you dont UNDERSTAND!

Sun, 22 Aug 2004 05:17:09 GMT

well fuck my shit up the butt, dana is in bowling green right about now doing nothing when she could be here eating ice cream and smoking a bowl with me. but no, she has to go to BGSU!!! what a skank.

i took her up there today. the drive sucked because i was tired and hungover. me and her mom got drunk the nite before and it was really weird. there are some hottttttttt men up there, and its a really cute town, i JUST WISH IT WERE CLOSER!!!!!!

I'm such a hardass, I left bowling green at 5:30, got home around 8 AND DIDNT STOP ONCE! i fucking rule. i had to pee since wapokaneta, but who cares? the cruise control took care of almost everything...

IMPORTANT ANNOUNCEMENT!
I have a pair of really cute Urban Outfitters shoes (SIZE 8) that dont fit and im selling them for $10, price is negotiable and all sales are FINAL! do I have any takers?

did i mention they are really cute shoes??
xoxo

i really do not like dharma and greg

Tue, 17 Aug 2004 05:01:43 GMT

all im doing this week is working. i guess it aint so bad, since im getting paid, and im quitting hancocks soon! fuck 'em, barnum pays so much better and i do shit there.

im so sad that dana is leaving on saturday... i have no idea what im going to do without her. im going to be online mass to talk to her, which sucks... whatever, i dont have anything else to say

xoxo

too hip to be square!

Mon, 09 Aug 2004 04:48:24 GMT

I totally saw Huey Lewis & The News last nite! It was tight, even though he is one old cracker, he was still sexy singing power of love.

And I got a new job, but no one can come visit me because only liscensed beauticians are allowed inside the store, so fuck you!

Tomorrow is Joseph's and mine 16 month anniversary......i think...

xoxo

Adam <3 Laura

Mon, 21 Jun 2004 13:19:12 GMT

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i want to believe in myself once again, so i dream of a man whose hopes never end

Mon, 21 Jun 2004 13:02:33 GMT

i returned from europe a couple days ago. i miss it so much already.now i've decided my life goal is to become a german mortician. yeah, i'm psyched about it. maybe i could even study over there...

anyhow, enough emotional bullshit.... i got so crunk saturday nite. and by crunk i don't mean did a little dance and made a little love.....i mean full blown crunk. joseph, bert and i went to a party downtown and it was nuts. joseph kept leaving me to get more beer so i was sitting there alone. BAD IDEA because all the black guys would start hitting on me. one of them told me i was the thickest white girl there *le sigh* three beers for me and my bonkadonk!

anyhow, i ended up puking behind a couch so we left.

xoxo

so unexpected came the knife

Thu, 03 Jun 2004 04:33:19 GMT

Technically I haven't graduated yet, but boy does it feel good to think about how I never have to go to anderson again. My summer has been filled with working, friends and none other than the infamous Joseph.

My job is tedious and tiresome...do NOT get a job at hancock fabrics. I wouldn't mind it so much if i wasnt getting paid $5.50 an hour. No, thats not a typo... five fifty an hour... you heard it here first, folks.

Friends are weird when I'm with Joe, weird when I'm not. I'm not sure if its a good weird or bad weird...yet. Joseph and I are terrific.....minor quarrels but he is just looking out for me....or vice versa.....not even quarrels...more like collaborations. what not.

I've decided Dr.Schrand is Hannibal the Cannibal.
I leave for Germany next Tuesday! SEE YA SUCKAS!

xoxo

Mon, 17 May 2004 00:39:12 GMT

i got a job, bitches!

&....

Thu, 29 Apr 2004 00:30:59 GMT

wednesdays=no obligations day. i love it!

i went over to joe's today. i love playing cribbage with that boy. we're going to see kill bill vol. 2 on saturday and im so psyched! the other day we watched this movie called "ichi the killer". it was pretty metal.

i still dont know if we have a lacrosse game tomorrow or not...

i hope so...

xoxo

you dont own me

Mon, 26 Apr 2004 01:33:00 GMT

its cuz i have the hottest boyfriend, so its understandable...

prom was fun, but not as great as last years...

xoxo

i lift a veil up to reveal a fascination and if you crave it then you know that you are injured

Thu, 22 Apr 2004 01:29:44 GMT

can it be? am i done maxing out my mom's credit card to purchase my prom attire? yea, i'm done. and we've decided on eating at a greek restaurant called dionysus. all i'd really like to get now is a pink tie for joe so he can match my dress.

today i changed my first flat tire. metal.

xoxo

she wants me to be like her

Sun, 18 Apr 2004 21:27:38 GMT

in all honesty, you are rude, irresponsible, gross, and you eat way too much. i mean, look at her, she is so cute and little and she does whatever i want. what can i say? sera hit the nail on the head last nite...

you ch+ng= th= =qu+tion i +dd up to

Fri, 16 Apr 2004 13:44:10 GMT

ever since i returned from camping i have been with joe or dana. joe and i have been playing mass cribbage and going on dates! last nite dana and i had a free dinner at the atp (compliments of gina!). afterwards we played tricks...

adam leaves for cumberland today which sucks... its ok, cuz we left him a farewell present.

around noon i'm heading over to joseph's. we need to get his tux soon, we might do that today and he needs to practice manuverbaootllytu.. whatevs.

i think im gunna go have a cigarette...

xoxo

murder, murder, a ripe blood stain, pull the fucking trigger

Wed, 14 Apr 2004 14:34:49 GMT

i got back from camping yesterday. it was a lot of fun up until the end. no, ya know what? the end was probably the most fun i've had. SPOON FEST 2004monday it had started raining and wouldn't stop. our tent was leaking it was freezing and we found a tick. that was when we decided to pack up and get a hotel room.

we packed up in about 15 minutes just throwing shit in the cars. when cari tried to pull out she just slid over to the other side of the hill. adam tried to pull out and got really close to the road, but that was as far as it was going. 2 hours after pushing cars, revving engines and being muddy, cold, and wet we walked down to the office. BUT OL' MAN PEABODY HAD SKIPPED TOWN.

so we ended up walking down to a general store 5 minutes away from camp. we were trying to get a ride into town but taxis didn't come that far out into the boonies and the park rangers would pick us up because "technically" we weren't in a state park.

one of the customers offered to try to get our vehicles out, but he got his truck stuck and got ours stuck even further. so he gave us a ride into town and we stayed at a cheap hotel where we ate pizza and watched wrestling.

early yesterday morning adam's family appears and take us to the camp site. the tow truck guys take an hour to get there, but thank god when they did, because even though they had mega plumber butt (and didn't even try to conceal it) they got our cars out with great ease. it was awesome.

after i got home i showered slept and around 9:00 i went down to top cats to see my darling and his band play. i thought they were alright, but he said they messed up a lot. i'm going over there again today but afterwards im hoping to hang out with dana.

P.S. I got my liscense back!
xoxo

as a fuck, son, you suck

Thu, 08 Apr 2004 01:16:45 GMT

so tomorrow is our last day of school and im uber psyched! we have a lacrosse game tomorrow and joe is supposed to come over. friday i take my driving test and then we leave to go camping! i can hardly wait to get away from here!

although, i will miss joseph... friday is our one year anniversary! woo!

today cari and i tried to go shopping for prom dresses but didn't turn out so good. we got to eastgate and everyone was dicking around outside... apparently no one was allowed inside. we waited for like 10 minutes and we were finally allowed in. we found out the mall had caught on fire, haha, oh man, metal.

regardless..........we didn't find anything

xoxo

just like the moon at twilight i will rise again

Thu, 01 Apr 2004 02:18:45 GMT

don't even ask about my lacrosse game.
don't even ask if i got the job at platos closet.

dana got a new cell phone and now we can text! holla! im psyched cuz school is boring and i dont really have to do anything because it is my last quarter of my high school career!!

joseph came over yesterday and i had a grand time. we finished schindler's list and played mass games of cribbage. i think i finally convinced him to go to prom with me! what a terrific boyfriend.

P.S. I re-got my temps today and on april 9th i take my driving test.
did i mention april 9th is joe and mine's 1 year anniversary!!

xoxo

push it in deeper now

Thu, 25 Mar 2004 21:56:55 GMT

so as i went to my job interview i had a shitload of people in my car. they were driving me nuts so i took a sip of my water. i forgot the cap was still off, so i turned the wheel and water spilled everywhere! it was sweet. nerch let me borrow her kilt though. how cute, i'll show the manager what a dirty little lacrosse player i am.

HELL NO... i dont swing that way... contrary to popular belief.. anyhow, the manager said she'd call me back within the week... aka i'll call her tomorrow and beg with her. i can hardly wait.

supposedly we know where we're going for spring break but i dont think its going to happen because its only two weeks away and we dont even know how much its going to cost... but whatever, its fun to think about.

i mauled dr. schrand after school...mmmmm...

xoxo

seethe and burn, you ignite me

Tue, 23 Mar 2004 00:33:14 GMT

today was just a regular day. school. lacrosse. eat.

HEY! i got a job interview at platos closet tomorrow. i hope i get the job. at least im looking, i dont know what my boy is doing... i saw dawn of the dead over the weekend. it was tight.... i still like the original one better, but this one was pretty good.

cari's birthday is this weekend!!

xoxo

you're all that i've worked for, but thats not enough

Wed, 17 Mar 2004 01:23:16 GMT

alright... tomorrow is st. patrick's day... you know what this calls for?

GUINESS!!

.....and Boondock Saints.

i ran out of my zoloft and my doctor won't give me a refill until i get a physical. im going nuts. or maybe they're driving me nuts. i don't know, but i have hella senioritis.... i'm ready for spring break. cari, dana, ashley, and i are going camping and i can hardly wait. anyhow....im out.

xoxo

get outta my way

Wed, 10 Mar 2004 19:53:46 GMT

wellll.... i stayed home today cuz i didnt feel like going school. its cool! i only have 9 days left to abuse... so joe came over yesterday and we slept-lots.

bllllllah... i'm sick, i must be. i love it so much. its hard not to do it anymore, but im afraid of the consequences. it kinda happened yesterday. he didn't think anything of it, but i was lovin it. thats probably why i persisted. what am i to do?

xoxo

lets do this like a prison break, i wanna see you scream and shake!

Tue, 09 Mar 2004 00:16:02 GMT

nothing is better than running around playing a sport for 2 hours and having a cigarette. it seems well deserved... i guess. even though i love lacrosse, the fastest game on two feet, i'm terrible at running. we had some scrimmages on saturday and it was cool. we won 2 out of 3. even though they didn't count it was cool.

i got my monroe pierced on friday. it is the hottest piece of shit i'm ever seen on my face. it didnt hurt at all either. my mom is pissed, though.

i neeeeeeeeeeeeed a job! i have to move out...

mine and joe's 11 month anniversary is tomorrow!!!
i love him

xoxo

i got a man who makes me wanna kill

Thu, 04 Mar 2004 01:50:19 GMT

That is IT. I am FINISHED. I fucking love my boyfriend. I fucking love my best friend. I am doing so well academically, it disgusts me. Lacrosse is going sooo well. I am going to college next year, all I have to do is decide CCMS or cincinnati state?

Today Dana and I went to Borders. I got an application there and Donnie helped me fill it out! I hope they hire me.... although I don't think they will, cause they aren't hiring at all. My point is I need a job... so does Joe. He came over yesterday and he was just cracking me up. He said I smelled like a funyon... what a hottie!

I'm getting my monroe pierced on Friday!

xoxo